Coordinating Mother

How do I decide

Between Creator

And creation?

Between the spirit family

And the natural relations.

Between being happy

And living elation?

Between being a mother

And honoring my station?

Not even 30

And my life is full.

Not to say it's filled

Or I'm letting it go.

Just to say balance

Is a thought in mind.

Making it real

It's just about time.

I love myself

And God is my source.

I've been given the path

Now I'm staying the course